What Hurt The Most
What hurt the most...
Was loving you so much,
But that not being enough.
What hurt the most...
Was watching you walk away,
And knowing my chance was ruined.
What hurt the most...
Was having you so close,
But not close enough.
What hurts the most...
Is watching you kiss and talk about another girl.
What hurts the most...
Is knowing I can never have you, but
What hurts more than anything else...
Is knowing that I had you.
Was loving you so much,
But that not being enough.
What hurt the most...
Was watching you walk away,
And knowing my chance was ruined.
What hurt the most...
Was having you so close,
But not close enough.
What hurts the most...
Is watching you kiss and talk about another girl.
What hurts the most...
Is knowing I can never have you, but
What hurts more than anything else...
Is knowing that I had you.
a borrowed poem, written by Amy Nelligan
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Reached office today to see one of our collegue weeping badly at her desk. She wore no make up, wore an Abhaya and looked pale, unlike othes days, when she would be in yellow, or other bright colours. 
I kindof guessed what the reason could be...but definitely was not courageous enough to ask her thou. Her husband, was terribly sick, of cancer ..and was at death bed...and the very first day, i remember, she got a call from the hospital letting her know about it..she was broken.
But, what touched me more..was they were divorced long time back...was not in touch...according to her, she was always mis-treated, abused ..yet..yet...
He was her kids Father, and the hidden love, still lingered.
Touched ! Really touched !
May God bless the departed soul.
A story of true love!
ReplyDeleteah sona... i don't know what to tell u... one of the many reasons why people still stay in marriages despite not feeling loved is the connection with the kids... whatever said and done, since he is the father of her kids, she will always something hidden... Innalillahi wainna ilaihi raajioon (we are from Him and we go back to Him)... may Allah bless his soul and give her the strength to bear his loss...
ReplyDeleteI dont know wat to say with this post! Memories do not fade off so easily!! It haunts at times! may ur frnd recover soon out of her emotional feels
ReplyDelete@Amy - glad to hear from you, dear. Hope you doing well. Have replied at your space . tc.
ReplyDeleteRafeeda, Ara - :)
ReplyDeleteHi Sona, how you doing? Being missing for a longtime, hope everything is ok at your side.
ReplyDeleteVery touching posting... even thou they are divorce and being abuse but then once upon a time they did love each other. And anyhow he is still the children father. Thanks for sharing, my dear. God bless.
Have a lovely week ahead,regards.
Hi Amelia...glad to hear from you ! I know..i was off blog-radar for some time...will get back in soon. thanks a bunch for the wishes...off to ur space, straight away.
ReplyDeleteWarmed up my heart! Wish and pray for her got get all the strength to move forward...
ReplyDeleteA really heart touching one..............Sona tz very hard to break Love from our heart..... Thanks for sharing dr..................
ReplyDeleteKids are the main reasons in some of the marriages to stay together and if not together, two person can not live without them too. no matter how hard we girls try but we can not forget our kids father, that's not in our indian blood I guess. May GOD give her strength to over come this sorrow and kids too and he can now rest in peace.
ReplyDeleteA very sad and heart touching one, I wish and pray god to give her strength to stay strong and move ahead...
ReplyDeleteO very sad to know, Yes, still the love is in her for him that made her cry. May God give her enough strength to bear all that she faces
ReplyDelete:(.. so sad. The poem and the write up touched my heart.Prayers for your collegue.
ReplyDeleteSuch a touching story, reminds me of a friend of mine who loves her husband to bits despite him not showing his support and love to the full extent. Its sad to see hopeless lovers in women, and there are some men who never really deserve what they get. hmm your write ups are so inspiring and so happy to follow you thanks to Rafee :)
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